Origin.

My intuitive writing started during a phase in my life when a lot started to happen, a lot started to crack. When things I believed no longer felt true, things that once felt good started to feel off, draining and misaligned with my heart, my values, my dreams…

The flow of words started to come to me in moments of stillness, in moments of rawness, each breakdown followed by a breakthrough, as if each dark moment always brought light. And that feels very much truth that continues to stay alive…

So I named my initial writings the Aha Moments - and for those who have followed me since then, you may remember some of my first publications, in addition to short words of wisdom I started to share on social media even before the longer pieces emerged.

Along the way, I started to share wellness resources - practices that help me to connect with my body, feel good in my body, and connect with my heart and my voice within - by using emotions and the energy they carry to heal my body.  A form of a bodywork, energy work , and working with nature and natural resources through its elements - very intuitive, nothing prescriptive other than exploration and curiosity.

Because the rawest moments come with a lot of grief, many realisations come with a lot of anger, all the awe comes with a lot of compassion, love, appreciation, trust , aliveness, joy, peace, creativity…

that is a lot of waves of emotions to hold, to let release, to move through, and to use it as life force to rebuild yourself , and to rebuild all the bricks in your life that have fallen or no longer fit with the life you want live and continue to create…

And because loads of realisations and observations touch all aspects of what life consists of, it was not only about who I am, what I love doing or not, and what values are aligned with me or not  - affecting all aspects of life… relationships of all types, connections with others and the world around,  the meaning of home and family, work, money, and my own definition of fulfilment and accomplishment…

But it goes way beyond that. It reaches into the place of society, systems, environment, humanity, and even the language I speak… and honestly, the list goes on and on…

At some point, I realised that these observations, discoveries and perspectives felt beyond personal. The Aha Moments had been about personal life, but the questions and observations have been reaching much further… and so I created Conscious Leadership. Then Between the Lines and Fragments came, as a way to bring spaciousness to all those areas of life…

And finally, I got tired of trying to even box my writings into some bucket. So now, all my writings are just Expressions.

They are everything I notice, everything I question, everything I have lived through, the understanding and learning that comes from it, and everything I am still living through — as I continue to grow, change, and even change my mind and my perspective on more things that I see, I hear, I taste, I smell, I feel, and I experience the world within me and around me…

And as the Polish saying goes… “we learn all life and still die stupid.”

Still, I share what I write. Its source is an integral part of my creativity, and writing is one of the forms of my expressions. And for as long as it feels true, I will write and share…

and whatever reaches anyone… is an offering…

or maybe a form of gift back to life…

With Love,

R.R.

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